I am a woman trying to find her place in this world. I have an awesome son. And, I am married to someone who is as perfect for me as someone can be. We are still mourning the loss of my daughter. We are working through it. We are still trying to find happiness in the grief. It is there. I want to help others find it with us.
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Ponderings on Easter
Since Mr. J was under
the weather Easter morning, we did not attend a worship service. Well, not in
person. We did get to watch an amazing service on the television. It was a
Catholic service out of Buffalo (We assume New York.) Jerry was raised Catholic
and has been told he has family in Buffalo, NY. So we thought that was pretty
cool. I wish we could go there sometime. They have a very eclectic
congregation, speaking several languages. The building itself had the perfect
amount of adornment without looking as though all of the money was spent on it.
It was nice to be able to ask Jerry questions right then. I am terrible about
remembering what to ask later.
The sermon portion of
the service was my favorite. He spoke about the priorities of Easter Sunday. He
pointed out that we, as people, seem to place more and more importance on the
things we spend money on for the holiday than why we are celebrating it to
start with. The clothes, the candy, the meal… it’s great as long as we keep the
memory of Christ’s resurrection first and foremost. The last thing he said was,
“And, enjoy those chocolate bunnies.” with a smile on his face.
This sparked a conversation
between Jerry and I. I was telling him that I don’t remember if someone told me
this as a child, or if it is something I pondered on my own, but for me, Easter
is not just a celebration of Christ coming back. It is a fresh start. This is
where we get to start the year, again. To me, the Easter outfit isn’t just for the
one day. I always saw it as a traditionally adding a worship worthy garment to
refresh the wardrobe. It is a way of doing the best we can to put on our best
when we go to praise and worship.
We, well I, have
decided that we shall follow what many others do and plant the gardens on the
Saturday of Easter weekend each year. This year, I spent the time planting
singing hymns and focusing on God’s blessings while putting out plants. That
includes the sprinkles that were falling on my back as I was hurrying to put
out flower seeds and sweeping the sidewalks.
So, this being a
spring-board for the rest of our year physically, emotionally, mentally and physically,
it is a great time for us to look at the direction we are going in. So, much
prayer will be taking place. And, just so you know, I pray for all of you. I
pray that God will pour his peace and love on everyone that I interact with,
both in person and through more modern methods, on a regular basis. That being
said, may God be with you and heap his blessings on you and yours this spring.